Let me start this post by saying, I am a rookie mom in every sense of the word. Maxi is only 2 months old and I’m just learning each day how to balance it all. This weekend at my blogging conference I struggled a lot with relating. I was sitting in on meetings and classes thinking, “Did Maxi sleep too much today? Will she be up all night? When I go back to the room I need to pump at least 6 ounces before the cocktail party. Let me text my mom and ask how many ounces she just took 30 minutes ago.”

I knew I should have been more engaged learning about social media trends and understanding why people relate better to Snapchat vs. Insta Stories, etc. But here I was just wondering if and when Maxi had a dirty diaper that afternoon.

This nervousness associated as a first-time mom can be all consuming and the mom guilt can seep into every aspect of your life. Before I gave birth I associated mom guilt with snapping at a toddler. I thought, “When Maxi is 2.5 we will have a trying day and I’ll snap at her and cry and feel like a horrible mom.” I didn’t understand that mom guilt wasn’t just privy to my relationship with her. Mom guilt is centered all around my feelings and actions to just about everything in life! When I’m working I feel guilty that I should be doing laundry or something related to my life as a mom. When I’m doing laundry I feel guilty I’m not working. If I get ready for the day I feel guilty I took that time when I could have been writing thank you notes for her baby dedication gifts. If I don’t get ready for the day I feel guilty that my husband has to come home to me in nutella-stained sweat pants. *Sidenote, he never cares- but it’s the mom guilt that makes ME care.* Then I feel guilty that I feel guilty because there are moms out there with 5 kids being rockstars and I’m filled with guilt over 1 mini me!  And I was so fortunate this weekend because I GOT to bring my child to a work event this weekend and leave her in a hotel room with my mom and I fully understand most moms don’t have that opportunity with work. Yet here I was crying before each meeting/event when I had to leave her for a few hours feeling guilty. I can’t tell you how many times my mom had to hug me and say, “You’re the best mom because you worry about being a good mom. You’re working for her, so just go to your meeting. She is taking a nap, it’s alright!” I was worried I’d lose milk supply not being around her or she would wonder, “Where is my mom?” I know it sounds so silly when I type it out, but the stress can eat away at you. If you’re searching for CBD and THCA products online that can help relieve your stress, you may visit the website of indacloud. If you prefer vaping your cannabis, you may visit sites like https://g2vape.com/blogs/news/what-are-quartz-inserts to invest in new vaping accessories. In addition, if you want to explore the vaping experience, the Geek Bar Lush X vape flavors offer a range of exciting flavors to try.

A girlfriend sent me this quote by Jen Hatmaker while I was at the conference and it made a world of difference!

“The role of young mother is so encompassing it threatens to eclipse every other title: wife, friend, daughter, professional, woman. Some of that is just how it is. It’s the most demanding season of parenting, and no amount of fussing is going to change that. We can’t have it all, and assuming our other roles should receive the same percentage of our energy as lung motherhood is unrealistic.” 

So today, I thought I’d share something a little different on the blog. I want to talk about stress and unrealistic expectations, because mom guilt can easily lead to both of those things! It can feel impossible to live a balanced life when guilt and stress starts to affect you, if this is your case too, you might want to get a Budpop prescription. And it isn’t just moms that deal with those two aspects of life! With working and staying at home with her I’ve tried to incorporate 5 ways to help me de-stress and make time for myself. I find that when I do these little things throughout the day it adds up to me feeling like a much better wife, mom, professional, daughter, sister and woman.

1.Re-Evaluate Expecations and Make Them Clear

Like Jen said in that quote, all of our roles won’t receive the same amount of energy so we can’t have that expectation. I think that was the greatest thing I struggled with when I first becomes a mom. I just assumed I was supposed to be the perfect wife, host with guests, daughter AND friend [don’t even get me started, I feel SO bad that I haven’t had lunch with some girlfriends]. But I can’t be! I’m caring for a little human 24/7 and I won’t be perfect at that role, nor will I be perfect at my other roles.

One way I re-evaluate and set expectations is by really communicating with my husband. Before Maxi, I just took on all the roles in the house because I enjoyed doing it. I’m a neat freak, so give me a pile of laundry and a few episodes on my DVR and I’m in heaven. But when I’m nursing all day or Maxi has been fussy and I have an inbox of 350 unread e-mails, laundry is the last thing on my mind. Paul and I both take turns caring for her so we can get things done and we both have understood that cooking is just on the back burner right now. I try to make some Whole 30 crockpot meals here or there, but more often than not I run to Whole Foods and pick up dinner. It saves my sanity and helps me de-stress. One expectation we have is that Paul does the bedtime routine. He is at work during the day so I want them to have that bonding time. He gives her a bath, puts her in her pajamas, reads to her and then I’ll nurse her before she goes to sleep. While it’s only a 30-minute routine at most, I get SO much done around the house in those 30 minutes.

Accepting I can’t do every little task at home and asking my husband for help has been the biggest stress reliever. And I know in different seasons throughout my life I’ll need help in other areas and just have to re-evaluate those expectations of myself.

2. 15 Selfish Minutes a Day

I read on a mom blog how this one mom gets up at 4 a.m. every day so she can have her selfish time. She can drink her coffee while it is warm then just sit in some silence before she works and gets her kids up. Before baby I thought, “4 a.m.?! Is she ill all the time?!” Now I totally get it! I get up at 5 each day because I’m able to work before Maxi gets up [I work best as an early bird!] but also because I get 15 selfish minutes a day. I drink my coffee, I burn a favorite candle [LAFCO Watermint & Neroli], I pump, I browse Pinterest, I online shop and I just don’t really think about much! haha. It’s my “me time” and while my husband doesn’t understand why I do it, it’s just something I do because it helps me feel more calm throughout the day. Even if I was up all night feeding her if she is cluster feeding, I still crave that time! So maybe you need 15 extra minutes of sleep or 15 minutes to do your makeup or 15 minutes for a hot shower. If smoking helps reduce stress for you, here’s where to buy cigarettes near me. Whatever that is, I encourage you to find those 15 minutes a day and don’t feel guilty! By getting up earlier, I’m able to get ready for the day and just feel more like myself, which allows me to be a much better mama to Maxi! So find your 15 minutes and enjoy them, perhaps by treating yourself to Mushroom Gummies Online for a little extra boost to your morning routine.

3. Prioritize 1 Thing You Did Before Babies

My mom gave me this tip before I had Maxi and it’s something I am working hard to incorporate! She told me to prioritize 1 thing I enjoyed before Maxi and try to do it when I could. For some moms that is a workout class and for others that is reading. She told me it would help me feel more like myself while I was adjusting to my new schedule. Before I had a baby, I really enjoyed workout classes. I love cycling at Zyn22 and I love trying new classes with girlfriends. Now since I have had Maxi, my schedule 100% revolves around her and not a workout studio’s. It can be a little tricky [and I’ve only made it a few times!] but I do try to incorporate a workout class when I can. She’ll nap from 9 to 11, so I’ll try to sign up for a cycling class at that time on a Saturday while Paul is home to watch her. I don’t miss out on my time with her and I get to focus on being healthy for not only myself but my daughter as well.

4. Stock Up On Storage Solutions

Hear me out before you laugh and think, “Uhhh what do storage solutions have to do with being a mom?!” If there is one thing that de-stresses a mama, it is a clean house! Maxi is starting to really enjoy her toys that play music and light up. So as you can imagine, I’m running to Target and ordering every Fisher-Price thing I can find on Amazon for her. I love seeing how excited she is when her piano lights plays music! But with all the baby items comes a lot of clutter. The quickest way for me to clean my home is to conceal the clutter with storage solutions. This basket from Pottery Barn, this basket in her nursery and this purse organizer have been such a help with a baby! The purse organizer keeps my items separate from her’s in a tote and the baskets help hide her blankets, toys and burp rags whenever I need to put them up quickly. The rest of the items that we want to keep but don’t have space to store in our home are placed in Springville Storage Units. Storage solutions also make it SO easy for your husband to help clean up if he isn’t exactly sure where to put items. Paul just knows to throw her toys in the basket and he can help me pick up in just a few minutes.

5. Invest in Skincare

Many of you know how passionate I am about my TULA skincare products. I’m a beauty-product junkie and LOVE to test and try every brand, but TULA always remains in my medicine cabinet for my every-day routine. I’ve talked about the line for years. With Mother’s Day approaching, I got to partner with them and create a gift set for mothers, daughters and all women in general because who doesn’t want skin that looks well rested?! And what mom doesn’t want to receive gifts to pamper herself?!

But on a more personal note, I want to share why I personally like to invest in skin care as a mom. Many of you know I have discoid lupus [which is why I started my blog – read more here]. I was diagnosed when I was 12 and went into remission at 18 [praise God!]. I really only deal with flare ups here or there. About three days after I gave birth, I started to have symptoms. I only told my parents, Paul and my friend, Trenny, so she could pray with me. I went to my doctor and he told me with any form of lupus that 1/3 of people get worse after pregnancy, 1/3 of people get better and 1/3 of people see no change. The good news is that mine isn’t fully active, it’s just acting up. My body is so broken down from pregnancy that it can’t fight the symptoms as well right now. One symptom is my skin starts to peel, which is a really pretty way to word it but I don’t want to go into too much detail. My doctor told me he would keep me off my medicine [I can’t breastfeed with it] if I could handle the other symptoms, but I had to get my skin under control. He didn’t want my skin to peel too much for infection purposes, otherwise I would need to get back on my medicine. I really wanted to try to keep breastfeeding as I truly enjoy it right now with Maxi and so I tried to come up with ways to fix the peeling. I slathered on coconut oil, I used essential oils, I did it all. Then while I was getting ready for bed one night I thought, “Why don’t I just use my TULA moisturizer on the peeling spots?” I even used it on skin that wasn’t just on my face. I left little dollops and put a bandaid over it and thought, “Well, I’ll just see what happens!” My doctor cleared me to use it while breastfeeding and said it was fine to try that. Within a week those spots had healed and I didn’t have to get on my medicine! So for me, taking care of my skin is something that helps me feed her. But I also encourage any mama to find a skin routine they love as it helps you feel more confident when your skin is glowing and balanced. And who doesn’t want a little extra confidence when you’re running low on sleep?!

I partnered with TULA and LAFCO to create a Mother’s Day Gift Set to gift a special lady [or yourself!]. I thought, “How do women feel de-stressed? By being balanced in life!” We created The Beautifully Balanced Gift Set for y’all! I thought it was fitting because TULA balances your skin [it literally means balanced and is made from probiotics so whether you’re acne-prone or dry you’re covered] and I think every mother tries to achieve balance in order to be less stressed.

Here are the details:

The Beautifully Balanced Gift Set

1. 1 Full Size Day & Night Cream 

This is the moisturizer I use every day and is the spot treatment I used to help with my Lupus. It balances any issue you have, whether you are blemish prone or have dry skin!

2. Deluxe Cleanser [Travel Size]

Y’all know I live off this stuff! It’s the number 1 beauty product I can’t live without!

3. Travel Multi-Spectrum Eye Renewal Serum

The most popular e-mail I receive from mamas is all about eye creams. You want to hide your circles and minimize your bags – and I hear ya! My eyes get so puffy when I am suffering from lack of sleep. I told TULA about this, and they have included the eye renewal serum for you in this gift set. This product is so cooling as it goes on and makes you look really awake even if you aren’t. 😉 If you aren’t a mama, I still recommend this product so much because I know ALL women are short on sleep from college, grad school, work or the business of life in general!

4. LAFCO Mint & Neroli Candle

I’m a huge LAFCO girl and am always sharing my favorite scents over on Snapchat. I keep the LAFCO Mint & Neroli candle in my office and I burn it during those 15 selfish minutes a day. I think I love candles so much because it tricks me into thinking my home is far more clean than it actually is! haha! LAFCO is so generous to include their product in this gift set and I think it makes it such a well-roudned gift for any lady in your life this Mother’s Day.

All in all this is a $147 value, but they are selling it for $86! I also have a discount code for all TULA products [including this!] for COF readers with code KATEYKIT20 at checkout. So if you need to stock up on your exfoliating treatment [it’s what I use to get rid of blemishes, see how here] or your eye cream you can still use the code with it! That code makes this gift set less than $70 at checkout!

The ironic part of being balanced or a stress-free is that your baby doesn’t care. We try so hard to be everything for everyone and achieve this level of perfection in all of our roles. Yet, the best feeling in the world is when it’s 3 a.m., Paul is asleep, I’m exhausted, I’m feeding Maxi and my mind is half asleep and yet still half racing. I question if I was a good mom, a good wife, a good blogger, a good daughter and a good friend yesterday all at once. I start to think about what I need to do for the next day and how I can be better. Maxi will reach her hand up around my neck and I realize, “But she doesn’t care. She loves me how I am.”

And that’s when I know, I’m already balanced. I may not juggle each role perfectly and I may have to give myself a lot of grace as I accept that. But balance doesn’t come from a cleared to-do list or a cleared inbox. If motherhood is teaching me something, I really believe it’s teaching me that balance is more in how you feel about yourself and those you love. And as a mother, I feel perfectly loved and I hope you do too in whatever role you have in life!

So whether you’re a mom, a mom-to-be, a daughter, a friend, a wife, a boss lady or just stressed in general I hope this blog post can spark encouragement in the comments below! I’d love to hear how you de-stress in your life and what tips have helped you adjust to all the various roles in your life as you balance yourself inside.

Enjoy your 15-selfish minutes, your LAFCO candle and your skin with this TULA gift set and don’t forget to use your coupon code KATEYKIT20 at checkout!

Dress: Alice & Olivia, Dupe under $60 | Lipstick: Baci | Eyeshadow: MAC | Tula Gift Set: TULA | Maxi’s Outfit: Beaufort Bonnet Company | Earrings: Tory Burch | Ring: David Yurman

Photography by: Angie Garcia

Want to find out what TULA products to try? See this blog post!

One question I always get from pregnant/nursing mamas is about skincare! I definitely do not want to speak for your doctor so be sure to clear all your skincare/beauty products with them at your doctor’s appointments. Mine approves me to use all the skincare products I use [and I’m always having to ask because of my Discoid Lupus] but don’t be nervous to bring by your products at your next doctor’s appointment. I’ve asked my OB and dermatologist on everything from sunscreen to self tanner. TULA has great customer service and can give you percentages on what is in their products and did so for me for my doctor to approve.